Nothing Much

I thought that I had a solution. I would check myself into the hospital to have all of the tests taken( MRI, bloodtests, vascular testing, etc.) I thought that Medicare A would cover that. BUT, my doctors are paid by Medicare B, which I don't have. So,it's been since June. My sciatica, my toes, some medicines, my blood pressure, my heart doctor--those I haven't had or seen about or seen. I am just barely hanging on. Barely. Sometimes, the pains get a bit much and I take every pain killer I have. They work or they don't work. Health Care won't be for me. I will probably be beyond help. At this point I really couldn't say that I would vote for any NJ politician. Sam Cooke said "it's been too hard living, but I am afraid to die." I am not afraid of Heaven(assuming that I am going), I am afraid of leaving all of my debt here. Iwant those doctors know that if they had taken care of me, I would probably have lived longer