Birthdays

When they failed to acknowledge February birthdays at church yesterday, I suddenly realized that your birthday is only important to you. I can't remember that far back, but I must have had some good birthdays.I had a party when I was 15 and that was fun. I gave myself a party at my apartment and that was fun. My 50th was fun and my classmates made my 60th special. So, why did I feel so bad yesterday. I sank so deep into depression. Well, Valentine's Day is always depressing for me. and, I guess I was projecting that my birthday will be the same. Isn't it sad. I have never had a special love for Valentine's Day. I've got to stop. This remembering is getting to me.